Trust Nobody | My Closest did me in. Tupac Shakur 
Trust Nobody 
2023 Song 
Atapama 
My grandfather kept telling my parents, to trust nobody. Do not trust anyone.
My parents kept telling me not to trust anyone. Be alert. Be cautious. I do not trust anyone.
Atapama
As a child I remember my mother as a happy human, laughing.
Happy soul. Happy heart. Honest and direct to me.
When my mother has lost a relative she is sad. I want to comfort her. It is not possible for me to bring alive a dead relative.
There is nothing I can do to comfort my Mom. She is open and direct to me. She tells me her direct truths and all her life histories. She is brave.
In my current life, my partner and colleagues identify me as brave.
Haha. I laugh, and I say I am not brave. The brave people in this world are my Dad and Mom.
D and Ma.
I am so so so weak, and my parents are so brave. After all my life adventures, I can declare that I am more brave than my siblings.
Okay.
Genocide / Bully / Accept the Debate Loss / I accept when I have lost
Pokot
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EP0YVLW1rlY
I accept that point.
Only that, on 2nd August 2023, I shall not sit and say that my alive parents are braver than me. No.
My parents are braver than me. My colleagues are braver than me. I am weak. I am stronger than my siblings, and I have proof to show the evidence.
My mother is working hard.
My mother is an Advocate of individuality, and yet, she lives around the scammers, who have scammed me. My mother has never scammed me.
There are those around my mother who are scammers.
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When you need to prove a point, to prove a point about anything, go to my father, mother, brother, sister, niece, and nephew, and I mean it. Go in this order.
Trust me.
Believe me.
There are relatives who have gone and died before me, and following this order, you shall know the truth. Please believe me.
I want my mother happy and in reality, my mother who has cared for me all along, my mother who told me to be confident, my mother, she is at times not happy with the world’s realities, and no one in my family is willing to face that truth. The truth that it is tough for my mother, for our mother, and that we need to be strong, together.
I don’t understand my family, and relatives are so selfish and so narrow-minded, when my mother, our mother, has always been standing by us. Protecting us.
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2Pac – Trust Nobody | 2023
Trust Nobody. Trust Nobody. My closest friends did me in.
My closest friends, my homies, people that I (did) take care of their whole family. I took care of everything for them, looked out for them, put them in the game, everything.
Turned on me.
Fear is stronger than love. Remember that. Fear is stronger than love. All the love I gave, didn’t mean nothing, when it came to fear. So, it’s all good, but I’m a soldier on. I always survive. I constantly come back.
I can forgive and forget about an emotional woman in my life. Manipulative women, because they are protecting themselves from the fear they are sold. Easily sold fear, can work for the weak.
For me, it is tough to forgive an emotional man who betrays you and me.
A man and a woman around me, around my life, need to be realistic and not use manipulations.
An emotional man is dangerous to you because this manipulative man shall be disloyal to you.
Be loyal to yourself and be loyal to anyone around you.
Be your own hero.
Be realistic and be real to me.
Family Groups are dangerous. Manipulators work well in a Group to bully you and manipulate and scam you. Fake financial help. Where there is more resentment, more hatred, more dishonesty, more backstabbing. More hate, than love.
I choose peace. I choose harmony. You speak ill of me. Go ahead. I shall keep being me, and you can go be yourself, far away from me.
Stay real to you. Do you want to live? Then live and enjoy life to the maximum, and independently.
Live and enjoy your life. Do you want to die? Then die, and don’t be fake around me to scam me.
The world is brutal. It is survival of the fittest.
My family, relatives, and fake friends who do not speak with me today are waiting for my death so that they can do a fake service and pretend how much they cared for me when I was alive. Yet, when I was alive, those relatives lied and lied and lied about my true life, so that they can please you.
The fake society.
Fake weddings.
Fake dowries.
Fake funerals.
Fake services.
These fake relatives will keep selling you a lot of fear, and they live in a lot of fear. They were bullied and did not want to accept that fact. Basic truth. They should have been far away from me a long time ago, and the fake relatives will keep selling you more fakeness so that you keep funding their bad behavior. They live in fear, and they want to sell you their fear. I am no longer taking their fear, and I shall live my life.
Go away with your scams. Pretending you cared, yet you stayed months and months ignoring me.
Stay away from me with your con, and conniving ways.
You lied to me. You hanged up the calls on me and as much as I wish to forgive and forget, I forgive you.
I forgive myself and I don’t forget that you turned a blind eye when I asked for your help, you attacked me, instead of facing the truth; and you chose to act against me, instead of standing by me.
Remember, in this life, I am alone, and you are alone. Nobody cares whether you are alive or dead, and the life of the next person still goes on.
There is nothing sweet about my technique.
My history involves struggles. Open up, let me see your heart.
Let the west side, east side drama cease. They say Pac has no love for the east side, yet, you lie, because we still ride.
Tupac Shakur
I come along in peace.
I support Assisted Dying.
I support Assisted Dying because there is no point in living in pain. There are more enemies in the world. There are fewer friends. There are more betrayers.
Currently, the majority of my biological family, are waiting for my death. I live in constant pain. Contact heartbeats. I am bound to get a stroke. I am about to get a heart attack. I cannot sleep. I want to be with good people around me.
I have paranoia. I want to be with my relatives who are dead and cared for me. Genuinely. They cared and I cared.
My relatives who have died before me kept laughing at me that I shall live for long, and much longer. I don’t want to be alive. There is a lot of pain. I prefer a good life.
It is okay to adopt a child. I am biologically child-free by choice because I am afraid of having a child, and that child becomes a good child and I love that child, then suddenly that child crashed in an accident, and is suddenly dead. No way, I could live another day with such pain. Ok, I choose a good partner for this child, a good family, yet, there are no guarantees, that when I am dead my family and my partner’s family will be alive and genuinely care for my child.
There is no point in such pain for me. It is too brutal.
The pain. The pain is too strong because I cry for each individual.
I cry for my father. I cry for my mother. I cry for my brother. I cry for my sister. I cry for my niece. I cry for my nephew. Everyday. I think of my own family. This family can easily turn against you because of fear.
Fear is stronger than love.
How do men get a child and not care for their child? A precious child. This is unforgettable for me. A father needs to die trying to show each child that they care.
I have so much insomnia.
I have to keep stronger.
The majority of my family, and my relatives, have turned against me.
The life you are living is now.
There is no life after death, life is for living, now. Do you have someone alive, who you care for? Tell that person you care for them. Now. Stop the fakeness to pretend that a scumbag who conned you during your life, when alive, is suddenly important to you after death.
I miss my dead relatives and my living fake relatives want to pretend that the good people who died, didn’t exist; and suddenly the bad people who died existed, as if they are more important than the others. Fake loyalties. Fake marriages. Fake families. Double Standards and Hypocrisy to the Core.
When you speak the truth, you are dropped like rubbish, because the family who were honest to you, suddenly are shy to speak with you when there is a Family Group.
Okay. I accept that I am unwanted and it is fine by me.
I shall go and manage myself. Solo.
So, stay away from me.
There is nothing like a curse. You are over 18 years old.
Face this reality, and don’t pretend to care when I am dead. Go ahead. Now.
You live a financially luxurious life and you financially abandon your own child. Have individual responsibility as an Adult, work hard, and keep to yourself. Raise your Child(ren).
As a young person, you kept praying for a good partner, for a child, for a job, you got all that you prayed for. When I look at you, it seems that you died a long time ago, because you got all that you prayed for and you still ignored all the blessings heading to ruin yourself and went on to cause more family financial ruins. What’s the point of having a child that you cannot care for.
As a father, this child that you are causing pain is the same child that will hold your coffin upon your death, on their shoulders and head, to keep you held up. These same children are the same ones who will bring honour to your good name.
Do you listen to me?
Do hear me?
Do you use your brain?John DeMathew
Nuu Wakurogire
Atapama
Family loyalty is king. Be honourable to yourself and to your children.
Here, Here
May Peace be Upon You
We have vehicles that light up without the manual key because we all know it, we all know how to do it, and we are the know-it-alls.
This is the effort without spreading any legs.
This is love without any rungus.
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There is no point in making an extra effort
When I have money (wealth) there is no point in killing my wife.
Otherwise, that is a thug, a scambag. A thug. Kamkora.
You have your own girl known as Rosie. I have worked for all that I have, without any support.
Corona days made me hit the jackpot. Stay to your true you, no second thoughts. You are hot.
Respect Yourself | When you can do something for over 6 months, consistently, go for consistency.
I will trust you more.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gz_PpO_INHQ&t=152s
Family and Relatives will always try to look for something. So that they can try to blame someone else.
Wrong Place. Wrong Time.
My own turned against me.
All the women can pretend, that’s irrelevant. For the men in my life. Be Strong. Be Stronger.
Men, come on, stop pretending.
Men, come on, stop pretending. Have individual responsibility as an Adult, work hard, and keep to yourself. Raise your Child(ren).
Atapama via John De’Mathew.
