The person who cares will read this article. In Private and in Public. This person is reading this right now.
My heart is Pure. The reader’s heart is also Pure to have reached here. Searching for the Truth.
That person who is reading this, is my fan, my follower, one who is among a few on the long list of the many many many who want to show the world that they care. Yet, they don’t really care.
The person who cares will read this article. In Private and in Public. My heart is Pure.
Read this Again.
That person who is reading this, is my fan, my follower, one who is among a few on the long list of the many many many who want to show the world that they care. Yet, they don’t really care.
A genuine fan will follow and read this. This is simple.
I say. Life is for living, therefore, I will be true to myself. I want a peaceful life.
It is weird, spooky, interesting, and funny that these are the same topics that we discussed today.
31st July 2023. Build Your Character.
Respect Yourself
Sticks and Stones
The Andrew Kibe COMEDY show: Sticks and Stones
There are plenty of jobs.
I share these videos with you, as my own personal record and public journal that on the day of 31st July 2023, we discussed the same topics.
We spend time together, and we both agree that personal, individual responsibility is the way to go. I am ok to be an individual and I choose my own self-respect and integrity, and I shall stick to my ways, following regulations.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DnePdjIA0wk&list=PLKKpf5psgmvebxdV9812vTRgTAW0VAtBD&index=62 Sobel & sanah “Cześć, jak się masz?”
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Fools Stop Fooling Me
Depo Dice 
Acha Kunipara Ft. Tulia & King Kidd 4K HD 2022 Atapama 
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You picked a fine time to leave me Lucille With four hungry children and a crop in the field I’ve had some bad times and lived through some sad times But this time your hurting won’t heal You picked a fine time to leave me, Lucille === Kenny Rogers USA 
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Rogue Radio 
RR 
Are you ready for the real truth?
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Kenny Rogers – Lucille (Audio)
STORMZY – BLINDED BY YOUR GRACE PT.2 FT. MNEK
A manipulator will lie to say to the fake world, that I was MiA (Missing in Action) and I am never ever MiA. I am online, on a daily basis, privately + on a weekly basis I am indeed on the public platforms. My family, my relative(s), and my fake acquaintance(s) may lie about me, lying that they tried to find me and that they did not find me, yet, you, you personally know the truth.
You contacted me, and I for sure, informed me of my current way of thinking and when you do not hear from me, it means that you betrayed me for so so so long, and I stayed away, to protect myself, because you kept lying, you kept scamming me, you kept deceiving me, you lied to me, and to all that I cared for.
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Learn How to Play It Right
The Gambler
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7hx4gdlfamo&list=PLKKpf5psgmvebxdV9812vTRgTAW0VAtBD&index=16 Kenny Rogers – The Gambler
You are here, and you found me because you took it upon yourself to find me.
Thank you.
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Those borrowing a hundred bob and are over 18, stay away from me. I have my own demons, following me and nobody wants to know me when I have nothing.
Fake people are all so busy when you have nothing.
Fake people are present to celebrate you when you are dead and the fake were never there for you. Come on, this world is brutal.
Borrowing is begging for the simple, low nothing 100 bob when you have a smartphone. Keep me out of your fakeness.
Family is not available to pay for your school fees, and are available to pay for fake dowries and fake cheating on their women and fake girlfriends and fake wives.
You don’t want to work, you don’t want to face reality, and you want me to be your slave.
When you check Atapama, all the topics are there since the year 2020, the same topics are available before the internet ages, hand-written in journals, written on forums, and in all ways possible.
From the year 2020, the topics are under Atapama.
Kamande wa Kioi Atapama Since the time my own relatives started to misdirect me about how I should ‘miscommunicate’ with my parents.
I was always open to my parents and to my siblings.
All my favourite topics are online, and in public on a weekly basis.
When someone is so busy to contact me, I wait.
I will wait 1 year. 5 years. 10 years. I will wait forever. Respectfully.
Okay.
The successful people in my life have taught me to keep strong, to work hard, and to be peaceful.
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I too, am on the way to follow you, and I really wish that I am with you, far away from this world.
I wish to be with my grandparents, my relatives, my brothers, and my sisters.
John De’Mathew – Peris Nduku
John De’Mathew – Peris Nduku (Official Video)
This is how the fake person does it. The person tells you what to do for them. Okay, you innocently think that you are helping another. Ok, you help and help, and no help is sufficient. Time, energy, money, finances, all your resources, nothing is helping, and no one wants to face that truth. Addicts understand me.
Addicts Know The Real Truth 
Russell Brand | Atapama 
You have a person that you know. You check and call when that person is available. A few times, you spend a good time with the person. Later, you try and try and try and that person is away. Okay. that person is busy. You accept it, stand-alone, and start accepting the reality of being alone and independent.
You have to focus, on being alone. There is no one to help you.
P!nk – Try (Official Lyric Video)
The why questions are never answered.
Get up and Try.
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Here, you are, being brave. Love is Tough.
Joyce Wamamaa 
Wendo ni Uriru 
Atapama
Clean and Pure Heart still persists.
You call the person, more than 5 times, and that person is not available.
Later, you do text, not available.
You then email, the person is still not available and after a while, you both speak, this fake person tells you, I did not read your e-mail.
After I am scammed and conned for over 10 years, I decide, okay, let us never meet again, face to face. I shall stay in my lane of working hard, and you stay in your lane, which is unreal. I must be real.
I cannot force you to keep loving me when you do not want to love me. I will raise all the children who are under my care. No worries. It is simple.
John De’Mathew Tucemanagie Bara Atapama 
The fake choose to create fake campaigners to propagate the ill lies, the ill fakeness. And these come in many ways, including as colonizers, betrayers, and liars, who will lie that you are Missing in Action (MiA) their fake action. The same liars will pretend in Family Groups and Society Groups.
Yet, they were not there, they were never there to face the truthful reality. You can beg all you want for someone to listen to you, and no one will care to listen to you. It is all about each person’s ego. To boost their personal ego.
You are left on your own to suffer. Alone.
Africa is not for beggars. No part in this world belongs to beggars, and the fake want to spread this fake narrative of fake neediness. Not in my book. I see right through you. I am the same that was still here, ages ago.
Do as you wish, I will remain the same. Loyal to myself.
Following all the scams, you make a decision to stay away from the scammer, and that liar, a fake person will go spread lies about you.
Joseph Kamaru Charia Ungi Atapama
I share all these topics with my world.
Haha, later on, the same people that you told the truth, then wish to turn a blind eye.
I decide enough is enough, my own support system needs further evidence. I choose death, over lies.
I choose death, over lies. I stick by the TRUTH.
Senior Counsel has a client who is truthful and reminds all of us to pay all debts.
Example: John De’Mathew
I have a pure heart. I have never hanged up a phone call on anyone. Life is for living.
I live by example. I live by following my own personal experience.
Kamaru Atapama Kamaru Atapama My Brother
John De’Mathew My Brother Atapama 
Thank you Senior Counsel Mbiyu Kamau for legally representing Legend De’Mathew – Advocate. Stand by the Law. The enemies sought lies. Facts cannot change into non-facts. Code is Law. Thank you John De’Mathew for the beautiful brutal truths. President Uhuru Kenyatta – President William Ruto
#brother #politics #folk #music
Real. Clean Heart. Pure Heart. Plenty of enemies will try to destroy you. When you speak, you are ‘unheard’. No one listens. Continue being consistent, pure-hearted, and take individual responsibility. #father #child #enemy
This is a real-life story, of the brothers who cheat and scam you without budding an eye. Pray for a child, and leave the child in the gutter, because other things are more important than the child. Worthless life.
These fathers breed childfree by choice children, because who cares? Father prefers fun, more than the child.
That child that you cause pain is the one to give you honour upon your death. Honour yourself and Respect the child that is alive.
Be humble and Count your Blessings.
No child is your slave. No child is your tool. No child should be alive for your fake child support.
John DeMathew Nuu Wakurogire Atapama
There is nothing like a curse. Have individual responsibility as an Adult, work hard, and keep to yourself. Raise your Child(ren).
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One Way-who’s Fooling Who – 1982
The Voice of the Millennial
Not Listening – Who is Listening? No One !!!
Mejja – Siskii (Kamote) [Official Video]
JOHN DEMATHEW – NIWATHIRE UKINDIGA Pt 2
There are many family members who wish to turn a blind eye and not respect your truth, and you get stuck in a bad marriage so that your family will show off to society.
It is better for me to have my child. So, I shall never belong to you, a fake society that accepts cheating, accept fake dowries, accept fake weddings, accept fake marriages where men and women are tortured so that family
It is better to be poor than lack peace.
Even a hyena in the wild nature is more interested in their own hyena child.
Better peace, than lack of peace.
Fake chameleons can stay away from me.
— Lyrics
“Fiołkowe Pole” [Zwrotka 1]
Słodka jak truskawki latem A trzyma w łapie tylko kubek słonych łez Skromna jak pole fiołkowe i to w ponury dzień Ej, chyba dzwoni kurier Tylko szkoda, że tym razem kwiaty wylądują w kuble Dobrze wiem, co Pani czuje Wiem, co Pani czuje i chyba to rozumiem [Refren] Dzisiaj zostaję w domu, bo chcę Pisać, jeszcze parę zdań Dzisiaj zostałem w domu Ale list mam, list mam, mam, mam [Zwrotka 2] Okej Cwana jak lis, wie o wszystkim Zostało słuchać jak się drze Potem jak niedźwiedź śpi z dziesięć godzin I to całkiem twardym snem Na samym dole zostałem ja i mój posępny cień Odgrywam rolę, lecz nie nadaję się do takich scen [Refren] Dzisiaj zostaję w domu, bo chcę Pisać, jeszcze parę zdań Dzisiaj zostałem w domu Ale list mam, list mam, mam, mam Dzisiaj zostaję w domu, bo chcę Pisać, jeszcze parę zdań Dzisiaj zostałem w domu Ale list mam, list mam, mam, mam ===
English Lyrics Field of Violets [Verse 1]
She’s as sweet as strawberries in the summer But in her hand, she holds only a mug of salty tears She’s as modest as a field of violets on a gloomy day Hey, it seems a courier is ringing But it’s a pity this time flowers will end in a dustbin I know well what you feel, madam I know what you feel, madam, and I guess I understand it [Chorus] Today I stay at home ’cause I want to write a few sentences more Today I stayed at home but I have a letter, I have a letter, I have, I have. [Verse 2] Okay She’s as sly as a fox, she knows about everything All that’s remaining is to listen to her yelling Later like a bear she sleeps around ten hours And her sleep is quite heavy At the very bottom, I and my gloomy shadow remained I’m playing a role but I’m not suitable for such scenes [Chorus] Today I stay at home ’cause I want to write a few sentences more Today I stayed at home but I have a letter, I have a letter, I have, I have Today I stay at home ’cause I want to write a few sentences more Today I stayed at home but I have a letter, I have a letter, I have, I have
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John De’Mathew Wituiti Hiti
Thuu Niirananga Atapama Real. Clean Heart. Pure Heart. Plenty of enemies will try to destroy you. When you speak, you are ‘unheard’. No one listens. Continue being consistent, pure-hearted, and take individual responsibility. #father #child #enemy
This is where the manipulators live. Trust nobody.
Mejja – Siku hizi ni KuBad (Official video)
Non-supportive liars | Child support show-off parents are full of fake ego and will take your home away using the divorce system, for the ego, taking your money and leaving you alone, outside, to please the fake society.
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Reduce the pride otherwise the real brutal life will humble you. Work for your own merit and make true earnings.
MEJJA – PUNGUZA EGO [Official Video]
Reduce the Ego
The greedy will face the truth too.
2Pac – Letter 2 My Unborn
2Pac – I Wonder If Heaven Got A Ghetto (Official Music Video)
Thug Life – How Long Will They Mourn Me? ft. Nate Dogg
They should have murdered me when I was born
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How long will they mourn me?
Bury me a motherfuckin’ G
B***, don’t wanna die, then don’t f**k with me
It’s kinda hard to be optimistic
When your homie’s lyin’ dead on the pavement twisted
Y’all don’t hear me though, I’m tryin’ hard to make amends
But I’m losin’ all my motherfuckin’ friends
Damn! They should’ve shot me when I was born
Now I’m trapped in the motherfuckin’ storm
How long will they mourn me?
2Pac – Ambitionz Az a Ridah
Sadness will not go away. It’s funny how memories don’t go as people do.
Memories to Legends Music is Life
One Team.
One Aim.
I told each person alive that I care. I have no regrets. I do all that I can in my own personal capability. I seek help, and I am strong, to the maximum. Please respect my maximum and you who wish to enjoy this earthly world, enjoy, be happy, be strong. That is why I keep my word.
I always respect each person. I honour you, each of you as an individual.
Rainy Days
Rainy Days ft Tamika & Martin Jondo Atapama1st November 2022 – I dedicate a song to my brothers and sisters.
I say, forget parents, care for those who are my brothers, sisters, same generation and still there is no one willing to face the truth.
1st November 2022
Official Video | 2022 with Lyrics I have really really really cried for my own brothers and sisters, old and young. I went so so so low. I give as good as I get. You are all I got left. I hope for peace of mind, for my brothers, sisters, parents, and all the people that I know.
I wish and hope for peace of mind.
Tears have dried up. I didn’t get a lot in class. I say no to rehab. No hospital will help me. No Doctor will help me.
325,001,115 views 23 Dec 2009
The official music video for Rehab by Amy Winehouse, directed by Phil Griffin, and released in September 2006. This video was nominated for Video Of The Year at the 2007 MTV VMAs. The track itself won the Ivor Novello Award for Best Contemporary Song in May 2007, as well as three Grammy Awards the following year for Record Of The Year, Song Of The Year, and Best Female Pop Vocal Performance.
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10th November 2022
Pain Upon Pain
Nobody Cares.
Your Individual Responsibility | Jordan Peterson | Q&A Australia
Be Truthful
I go by the rules.
Nobody Really Cares.
When you are my world, true to me, loyal to me, I will find you, dead or alive, I shall find you, the same way that you found me and you stayed loyal to me. Let us use the true evidence.
FACT.
FACTS.
I am true to myself, and I promise I shall be loyal to you.
In Private and in Public I am loyal to me and you. Only genuine, pure hearts are allowed close to my heart.
Life is for living. Be loyal to me and I shall truly be loyal to you.
Be true to yourself.
You are Alone. Be true to yourself.
One Aim.
Enjoy life.
